major art update!

life's been a bitch these past few months- people dying, people hating each other, people screwing me out of $515 and giving me bedbugs.
in any case, here's some of the art-things i've crapped out since....

dr. frank n- furter
columbia
gosais oil painting
arawn

cheers.

long time coming

haven't posted art in a while. figure i should do that. thse are both paintings (well, one is mixed media) and details of each. gawain was a present for sam, st. eulalia is for the promise breakers show.

art (finally!) and updateage

to all none of you who read this, i've FINALLY (hopefully!) gotten holly back into working order. new ram is installed, and adobe software is *obtained*. crossing my fingers that it continues to work. ( a firewall that goes both ways may have done the trick, haha)
i also got my hands on a buttload of sisters of mercy and this mortal coil, so happy about that too.
now if i could get money and straighten credits, life would be peachy.
thanks with sam and i are still amazing. i'm pretty floored that he put up with my drunken-vomiting ass all through valentine's day, haha!
this happiness has also allowed me to embark on an experimental wean off of one of my medications. so far, it's gone much better than expected, and i really have sam to thank for keeping me so happy.
anyway, enough of the femaleness for one night. ARTWORK!
tablet painting of aeon flux, self-portrait in typographic characters done in indesign.

boyfriended!

not an art post, but whaaaatever.

sam is awesome. so awesome, in fact, i feel like i won the lottery or something- he's way too good for me! xD
he's ultra-hot, super-sweet and considerate, intelligent, funny, creative, laid-back, and understanding. he likes so many of the things that i do, and then some that i have no idea about.
i really can't believe it, i didn't think guys like this existed outside of my shitty fanfiction.
i am happy.

the holidays are not about my mother

GOD i'm so sick of people trying to shove my mother down my throat at the holidays. it's stressful, unnecessary, and downright patronizing. i'm old enough to decide with whom i do and do not wish to associate with, and my mother is one of the do-nots. why can't people just let it die? i'd love to spend the holidays with the remainder of my family, but like a turd that won't flush, it always comes back up.
i fucking hate the holidays now. more than i ever did in the past. it's almost not even worth it for me to visit. and as much as i try to enjoy my friends and family, there's always that dark spot creeping into the warmth of the season.

semester's almost over

so that means i'm macguyvering xmas presents and staying up late and being all sore. (although acupuncture helped today)
holidays make me feel all cold and shitty inside.
but anyway, more art. nobody reads this, but whatever, i must like talking to myself.
not much artwork, since i don't have photoshop back on the comp yet...

holly's slow recovery

holly has a new hard drive and is about 80% back in business. i need to find out how to install the drivers for my wireless card, get a few programs, and i'll be back in business. i REALLY miss photoshop.
i've been so wiped out lately- between actual lethargy and pain, i can't seem to drag myself out of the house. i want to go graveyarding and clubbing and exercising, but i can't muster the energy :C
i miss my friends-and to make things worse, i'm an awful contact by phone.
bleh. hopefully thanksgiving will pump some life into these wasted veins.